Author: Vanessa Chua

    Today, I thought of papa. My mind is showing me all these memories, The bible tells me that, when we go to heaven, we could be different beings, and we wouldn’t have a clue about the incidents we have on earth. When I got to know this, I was disappointed, but I would…

Lately, I’ve been listening to Nina Simone, I think she’s a pretty misunderstood artist. Some of her take on songs, revealed another, softer side to her – which I absolutely adore. She made the words come alive, to the foreground and left the music as the background. It’s 3.45 am and I’m sitting here on…

Today is mother’s day, and tomorrow is my mom’s birthday. She .. gave birth to me, and has been listening to all my stupid problems for the past 33 years. With each passing year, she has more pains in her body, and her memory fades little by little. I still remember when i was little,…

I’m going through my journals, of things that i pen down. This particular book ( I have many books, where i just utilise the first 10 pages of the book) has some emotions, and exact places where I was and what i did. In this book, i also had some dreams for myself, and I…

When I have finished making miso soup and forgetting to add seaweed before i finished with this dish. Also anger When bullying is disguised as a joke. Bullying is bullying. Don’t label it as a joke. My estranged relationship with my sister. This passive aggressive way of approaching life, or any kind of argument. is…

Goodness me, i have so much time to do nothing, I love it so much. This month, I have made 4 plates, read all my economist magazine ( that’s been pending ) I really enjoy cooking every meals from scratch, and savouring them. I even baked a cake. Had a couple of mini house parties….

I finally moved into my own new place! Its so much hard work, and again, i managed to stab my palm area again ( every time i stay alone, an accident of such happens )   2) Finally Advanced enough to move to advance stage for pottery!! woohoo 3) Sometimes told me, that my english…

  Last week was particularly tough, and i spent the weekend just doing my weekly stuffs. On top of that, i spent 2 hours sitting on my ass, meditating. My thoughts, my heart, my soul is just thinking of this one man.   Dear Papa, I miss you so much. You would have been 65…