Author: Vanessa Chua

Today, i had a strong strong urge to exercise, i ignored. And like every other smart system, my body managed to bring myself to the yoga mat for a meditation session. While i was placing my mat on the floor, and gathered the tools… the meditation buckwheat pillow is a must, along with my favourite…

Its a Tuesday night, i want to pen down my thoughts, and everything I feel at this moment. I finally give in to myself. Choosing myself, at my on timing, giving myself the space and respect i deserve.   I quiet down my own mind, and told myself that I have already won. I have…

I have been feeling a little down lately due to a sexual harassment episode that happened at work. And i finally feel like i need to pen down my thoughts. Hard seems to be an understatement to what im going through. These past months, I’ve felt confused, stuck in time, sadness, anger, powerless, powerful, courageous,…

I will be the owner of a small quaint shop selling ceramics I will be a cellist – actively playing in an orchestra.. for retirement   Possible a large garden full of healthy greens to wake up to, just outside my master bedroom window, and a mini herb garden, and mangosteen tree. I will have…

30th September, is the 6th month mark since i started learning the cello.   Personally, i think I’ve done ok for the first 6 months. Still learning how to hold the cello, the finger placements, how long my end-pin should be, How much fingers i should be using, for both right and left hand, and…

I feel stuck. Fuck this shit.

Last year i tore a shoulder tendon, which was excruciatingly painful. In alot of way, i wasn’t able to lead a normal life, with simple activities. Things like washing my hair, or wearing clothes would cause me tears due to the excruciating pain. After about 8 months of physical inacitivy, whirlwind of emotions and periods…

As silly as i am, i want to believe that the universe reminds me that you are taking care of me. And miraculously, Apple music decide to play your fav song on repeat yesterday and today.   Thank you universe.   Love you papa, always in my heart

When you shine brightly, what you are really doing is inspiring other stars to believe that they can shine too. So Van, never underestimate your strength, in truthfulness, in your conviction, in your confidence. Somewhere, it raises a whole new tribe. Intimidated people will shrink, but 90% more will stand taller because of your strength….