I’ve been so vulnerable lately.

I’m sure something in going on inside of me, there’s been tears, and anger, and frustration, and joy, and revelation, and happiness, and joy.

It expands and constricts me at the same time.

 

Something’s brewing.

 

There are moments, i am entirely aware how strong, and courages i am, a foolishness, i think. Always willing to stand up for myself, always ready for a fight for myself. And i’ve reached a stage where.. i can truly advise others. (not that i like to). Somehow, somewhere, these people find me. And i feel compelled to share, to share a bit of light and hope.

I know a friend of mine has been going through a hard time, and i shared..

” You’re capable of hard things, and hard phases, you’ve done it before, and you can do it. It is really a part of life – what better time to learn about ourselves, the grace of God, in the dark times. Helps you know, how many people love you inside out and are willing to be here for you – and you’re very blessed, so many people loves you. Keep walking, keep putting each foot in front of one another, find the joy in the sweetness of an apple, or the expansion of our lungs when we fill it with breathe, and the beautiful sunset your eyes can witness everyday.. Good things are coming for you.. ”

Tears welled up, and she said thank you. Thank you for telling me that i’m more than capable, and that i’m loved. I have been jus seeing darkness, and i am struggling to see any goodness..

 

I’m thankful that i can be of use, it brings me great joy.. to be able to just, for a minute, help them feel alive again.