Oh well, i accept it. I don’t really understand what it means but yeah, I accept it. You know what torments me ? When it is so simple, but people just can’t see it, in my light. And that’s ok. I’ll look for other lights.  

After all this time: I still love you and I miss you so much: you motherfucker. Broke my heart and yet still lingers round.

So; all of the stars has faded away; just try not to worry. You’ll see them some day. Take what you need and be on your way. You’ll never be able to change what’s been; and gone. Why don’t you Vanessa; just why don’t you; just let it go and move on to greater things. Because…

Finally; FINALLY !!

Help me worry less about my life here, and to just walk forward. I’m worried about many things. But help me lift my head up high and trust You.  

I miss you S; particularly thought of the moments where you read me to sleep. I miss us so much;

“When you take responsibility for your life, you can choose peace instead of drama, growth instead of complacency and love instead of abuse.” “Stay away from negative people. They have a problem for every solution.”

S, i thought a lot about you today. I miss us. Another sea of tears.

“The only thing that isn’t worthless: to live this life out truthfully and rightly. And be patient with those who don’t.” – Marcus Aurelius

So much memories today. A sea of tears.