I hear your cries, through your tears, fears, all your panic attacks, I can imagine the external torture, and the internal torture that you’re experiencing. I’m sorry for this hard phase, you’re such a beautiful person, and i hope that when you look at the mirror, you see what i see. You’re enough, and good,…
You’ve been loved. Still is; dearly:
I miss you pa. How life teaches me that I can’t get over this great love. I miss you so much. I wished you’re still here with us. Will you please send me some love.
This is my favourite place; when i get breathless, this is my place. Some days i come to this place, up to 5 times, just to regulate my breath. I would see people jogging, cycling, a granddad with grandchild, chatting away. And lately this yellow man, across the water, quite frequently. Yesterday, there was…
Funny thing about Chinese families. We always gather for dinner, to be seated down to have dinner together. Normally, mom would whip 2 dishes and a soup, served with piping hot rice. I remember this distinctive memory. I was maybe,16? Probably got mediocre results for math – because God forbid – it is the one subject…
Finally finally…. i took time to put on new sheets. I love this rainy season. Staying at home is wonderful. Not working is wonderful. Haha (not working with people who are not my tribe is wonderful )
These Cuties makes my heart swell
I think they know abit more about living, and i hope they don’t lose it.
Vulnerability – can i just fuck this shit.
No one wants to talk about it. The more you talk about it, the more people think you’re strong. But i’m really not, and if you’re not careful people take advantage of it. Shame, the fear of disconnection, the action or things we say or do, that makes you feel unworthy of (fill in the…
Tormented is the word.
Oh well, i accept it. I don’t really understand what it means but yeah, I accept it. You know what torments me ? When it is so simple, but people just can’t see it, in my light. And that’s ok. I’ll look for other lights.
After all this time: I still love you and I miss you so much: you motherfucker. Broke my heart and yet still lingers round.
Why don’t you?
So; all of the stars has faded away; just try not to worry. You’ll see them some day. Take what you need and be on your way. You’ll never be able to change what’s been; and gone. Why don’t you Vanessa; just why don’t you; just let it go and move on to greater things. Because…