You know, when you feel numb. It just blocks all your emotions, all your feelings. Just a numb feeling. I remember the quietness while I lay beside I dad’s body in the hospital. While my siblings were busy dealing with the paperwork and undertaker. I didn’t want my ‘dad’ to be ‘alone’. I knew that…
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Bravery.
I lost something really important to me last week. And honestly guys. I have been crazy, crying my eyes out. And the whole emotional roller coaster. happened. And you know what, I feel awful. Like I have lost my sight. Losing my dad, losing this , this time around – threw me off balance. I’m…
#17
I advise you to stop sharing your dreams with people who try to hold you back, even if they’re your parents. Because, if you’re the kind of person who senses there’s something out there for you beyond whatever it is you’re expected to do – if you want to be EXTRA-ordinary – you will not…
Sunshine and rain
Haven’t been running lately. Running used to give me freedom, now dad has taken all of my mind during running, makes it difficult to concentrate on breathing. It’s raining here dad, and I’m watching it. It’s been rather gloomy today. I was visualizing how your smile looked like. I squeezed my eyes, dug hard into…
#16
Owh, The Emptiness.
I miss calling someone papa. I miss calling someone dad. Miss that one person who makes me feels safe. Miss that one person who seems like everything to me. Miss all the moment we shout at each other. All the I love yous. All the unspoken words that the heart feels but cannot say. Miss…
Papa. you know. some good things are happening around me and to me. And you should be here to see all these changes. How they affect me and what are the possibilities for me from here on. It’s pretty amazing. And I miss you so much. I thank God for all the good and kind…
#15
“Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.” – Arthur Ashe
Quantum Leap.
Birthdays are personal. I say this every year, and with every passing year, it does get more and more personal. Last year to this year, was the biggest quantum leap I am forced to take. The death of my father, my buddy, my only comfort in all chaos – came from no where. Who would…