Papa. you know. some good things are happening around me and to me. And you should be here to see all these changes. How they affect me and what are the possibilities for me from here on. It’s pretty amazing. And I miss you so much. I thank God for all the good and kind people that he has placed around me. They have helped me feel a little less loved everyday. I still refuse to go out, because the heart is still bare and empty. Miss you loads. I wonder that you’re doing now.
Right now, it’s Tuesday today, 8:53 pm. I just had my dinner. My company provides dinner for us. How kind right.. this company has all the young and energetic people papa. Just like me. And my colleagues are all pretty kind. My boss is just a bouquet of roses in the middle of a big grey storm. And mom has been lonely and sad. She misses you so much. So does Brown. How I long to see you and touch your face papa. Truly miss you.
If only you can speak to me, and tell me how much you love me. Just for once more.