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I know nothing about what I want, the things and the pictures of what I desire in my head is sometimes, weaved through what the society tells me what i should have, or through the culture that I was brought up in, also what I have self-taught. If you ask me what I want to…

Hey God; i have been anxious and jumpy, trying to control many things I can not control in life. Being ridiculous and absurd. i want the best for him, ( although I want to be selfish, I want the best for him and I want him to be happy). I hate that I have such…

Today, merely after writing the previous post. Of late, I spoke a lot of myself. I wrote down a lot of things. Today, I cleaned the whole fucking white board and stared hard at it. And I asked myself, what am I here for ? What is the one thing that I feel most alive…

This cloud of  ambivalence, that is over taking me. Is driving me insane. I recently changed my job, having understood the deep long pain (physical, and the chasing of success), i have decided that I wanted to slow down ( take things slowly ). Off I went to experience India, came back and started the…

Happiness/contentment is huge work. I think it’s a universal struggle, everyone tries to reach that state of mind. Some see it as an end point ( and then that’s all you focus on, and you can’t see what Is front of you). Some also expect, to find it or receive it in form of a Box….

The world is so big, so vast. I am so small, i want many things in this life, and I think all my wants are big, so big they overwhelm me sometimes. But they are small, and mostly not necessary at all. I gained new eyes, I gained new experiences as well. I had the…

He wears a navy blue sweater, with a burgundy red beanie. His classic grey pants, the fabric is shiny now becuase it’s aged. And his black leather shoes. He has a round belly. His face is round and cute, his cheeks pink and healthy. He is happy to see me. He hugs me tightly. He…

Thank you for mercy, thank you for grace, thank you for love, thank you for wisdom, thank you for peace, thank you for prosperity, thank you for understanding, thank you for listening. Thank you for kindness, thank you for all the opportunities, thank you for all the blessings, thank you for all the hugs and…

“No one is going to stand up and hand you a plate of progress in life. You must make progress by your own sheer will, discipline, and efforts every day.”     – Brendon Burchard

Que Sera Sera, whatever will be, will be. 🙂