I miss calling someone papa. I miss calling someone dad. Miss that one person who makes me feels safe. Miss that one person who seems like everything to me. Miss all the moment we shout at each other. All the I love yous. All the unspoken words that the heart feels but cannot say. Miss…
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Papa. you know. some good things are happening around me and to me. And you should be here to see all these changes. How they affect me and what are the possibilities for me from here on. It’s pretty amazing. And I miss you so much. I thank God for all the good and kind…
#15
“Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.” – Arthur Ashe
Quantum Leap.
Birthdays are personal. I say this every year, and with every passing year, it does get more and more personal. Last year to this year, was the biggest quantum leap I am forced to take. The death of my father, my buddy, my only comfort in all chaos – came from no where. Who would…
The Pre-Birthday
Times like this.
Some days, are harder than the rest. Some days I just want to close my eyes and cross a busy road. Be with me papa, help me wake up in times like this. Mom needs me. Help me take away the pain. Help me know there’s still meaning behind all these pain and sadness. Help…
to all firefighters and builders.
Great thanks to all fire fighters, who as dropped everything and came to my rescue. To my builders, thank you for always helping me build my life again.I have a long long way to go. They are rarely both at a same time. I would say I have a good mix of both. That I’m…
30 days tag.
Because I’m like you. All of you. Who thought that my dad won’t die until he is old and happy. That he won’t leave me instantly. That last breakfast was the last with him. And you’ll never know. My pain grows everyday. My loneliness grows with every passing day. Everyday I feel I lose myself…
Happy Father’s Day.
Papa. Happy father’s day. I miss you so much. I’m overwhelmed with the fact you died. I feel lonely. I feel lost. I have no fucking clue on how to deal with this pain or this emotional cloud shit. Everytime I close my eyes. I see you. Every task I keep myself busy with I…