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Month: May 2014

7 Days, and Counting.

Posted on May 31, 2014 by admin

Math is always difficult. Calculating is difficult. Calculating with pain in your heart is worst. Its been 7 days since you left us. And I still feel you around. I still feel devastated, miss you terribly dad. Today I was doing the dishes and I broke down, because you always do the dishes. I miss see…

The Day I Forgot My Watch

Posted on May 26, 2014 by admin

From my previous post, I’m guessing that many of you can roughly know that my dad has been pretty sick. Saturday morning, the fateful day  that I forgot to wear my watch. And I truly wished that time stopped. Doctors informed us that there was no positive brain activity, and he was totally reliant on…

Posted on May 21, 2014 by admin

Are you there? I know you’re there. But I don’t feel like you’re there. I’m scared. About the many things I’m thinking about that can happen. I am sure you can go through all the rubbish in my head. Can you please help? Can you please make him healthy again. Just please find away. I’m…

Take Me Away.

Posted on May 20, 2014 by admin

#14

Posted on May 18, 2014 by admin

Those who care about you, can hear you, even when you’re quiet. Keep them close.

Papa love

Posted on May 17, 2014 by admin

I don’t want anything else in this world. I want you to be well. Nagging at me. Scolding me. Loving me. Waiting for me. Movies together. Fattening food together. Seeing the world together. Please please please God. Be with him. Watch over him. Heal him. I’ll trade anything. For you to be well again. I…

Day 9.

Posted on May 15, 2014 by admin

Dear God; Please listen. I know you’re listening. Now, is the time you step into this picture, and make all the pain go away. Make all his pain go away, make him well. I haven’t found someone who will ever love me as much. Please don’t take him away. I haven’t learn so many things…

Day 8.

Posted on May 14, 2014 by admin

  Papa, its been a while since I heard your voice. Everyday and night I come to be by your side. I wipe your face, balm your lips and comb your hair. I have never held your hands, or kiss your forehead. Quickly realised that I shouldn’t have stopped doing so. I think you’re too…

Self Soothe Level: One Million

Posted on May 10, 2014 by admin

On why I do not want to grow up. I remember fondly. I felt every feeling that came to me. No one told me ‘how’ to feel or to see things. I had the freedom to see as I pleased, to understand with my own capacity, I got to express my emotions. I got to…

Posted on May 9, 2014 by admin

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