Please listen. I know you’re listening. Now, is the time you step into this picture, and make all the pain go away. Make all his pain go away, make him well. I haven’t found someone who will ever love me as much. Please don’t take him away. I haven’t learn so many things about life from him. I still do not know how to fix the taps or cut pineapples beautifully. I still don’t know how to fill up my taxes form. I haven’t taken him to Uluru Rocks. We haven’t paint my room yet. I haven’t taken him to eat the best pork noodles yet.
So many things that I haven’t done with him.
This cannot be it. Please. I know there’s never a good time. Just not like that.
I know how silly I sound right now but I just cannot fathom a life without him.