On why I do not want to grow up.
I remember fondly.
I felt every feeling that came to me. No one told me ‘how’ to feel or to see things. I had the freedom to see as I pleased, to understand with my own capacity, I got to express my emotions. I got to say yes and no without restrictions, without hesitations, without complications, without feeling obligated. I asked for what I wanted – and we all know we will get what we ask for – sooner or later, eventually.
I often feel that being an adult, all are of the above are restricted. Its like I had the whole world, now I only have a gated, two by two area to express, to think, to act, to feel. I’m honestly kind of sick of the environment, I need to change my environment or change my dimensions at looking at this.
People who do not grow up, are the most rich, most mature. I often realised that, they are not defined by rules, traditions, society or culture. Where are these kind of people? Where are these kind of spirits that are not scared to do anything(sane and lawfully). I am in desperate need to be around to be these kind of spirits.
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She said, He said ;
This is how it’s done, you will then follow. This is not our culture. Can you stop laughing. Be like a lady. Don’t do things others won’t do. Because I said so. Talk like everyone else does. Eat the things I am familiar with. Why do you always travel alone ( freakish looks ).
Most of the time I’m amazed with the people I’m around with. Its damn sad. They are leaders but they direct, not lead. They are supposedly far-sighted but so short-sighted. They are dynamic but fruitless. They project into the future but are backwards. They are open, but are so closed. They are effective but impotent.
I do not understand a lot of freaking things. Just can’t fathom why are things so ‘difficult’ when its so easy. I do no understand, but I accept. I accept in time I will have the answers to all my questions. In the mean time, I’ll just have ice creams with sprinkles.
Here’s a song, helps me get up everything.