I long to hold that hands again. Miss you papa.
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That place and a funeral
1) Drives to and fro that place is mentally exhausting. 2) It is where you learn that medical advancement are only for the rich. 3) It is where you learn who are your real rich and poor friends, financially and in character wise. Unfortunately the rich did badly on the character meter. 4) It is…
7 Days, and Counting.
Math is always difficult. Calculating is difficult. Calculating with pain in your heart is worst. Its been 7 days since you left us. And I still feel you around. I still feel devastated, miss you terribly dad. Today I was doing the dishes and I broke down, because you always do the dishes. I miss see…
Are you there? I know you’re there. But I don’t feel like you’re there. I’m scared. About the many things I’m thinking about that can happen. I am sure you can go through all the rubbish in my head. Can you please help? Can you please make him healthy again. Just please find away. I’m…
Take Me Away.
#14
Those who care about you, can hear you, even when you’re quiet. Keep them close.
Papa love
I don’t want anything else in this world. I want you to be well. Nagging at me. Scolding me. Loving me. Waiting for me. Movies together. Fattening food together. Seeing the world together. Please please please God. Be with him. Watch over him. Heal him. I’ll trade anything. For you to be well again. I…
Day 9.
Dear God; Please listen. I know you’re listening. Now, is the time you step into this picture, and make all the pain go away. Make all his pain go away, make him well. I haven’t found someone who will ever love me as much. Please don’t take him away. I haven’t learn so many things…
It’s Dark and cloudy. I can’t see ahead. She said, ‘Pass on your pain to God’. I woke up today, without and inch of inspiration or drive to clock in, at my cubicle. What I call my job is, total passion. The art of buying is complex yet so fun for me. However I…