![Heart is the place for many. Or for two. It has many walls and barriers and it has holes too. Some area shines brighter than the rest. There are also dull patches. But its great. It keeps me alive.](https://www.vanessachua.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/09/IMG_0993.jpg)
Writing has always been an outlet. To outpour the chaotic feelings and thoughts of my daily ups and downs. Sometimes it literally feels like I’m talking to the wall, but I love that. Every now and then I get an encouraging statement on the topics,how,what and they way I write – which is splendid too.
Today I’m gonna share a piece of me. A big and rather deep piece of me.
Another milestone in my little tiny life. I realised that I’m alive. And well. And I am brave, courageous and above all I can love again. I previously mentioned that I can’t access certain big, makes-everyone-feel-like-they-are-floating-and flying feelings.
I thought I couldn’t, after my last soul-gripping relationship. I am definitely much colder than before. Fear of losing myself again. Fear of being messy and unglued. But I’m not afraid anymore.
Because this is life right? It’s a package of goodness and badness. Full of hello’s and goodbyes. I cannot change many things in life. But I can choose the choices I make and I’m gonna leap.
The joy I feel is exceeding to the skies. Like I can feel the rain on my skin again.
What do winners do?
They spread the love,hope and happiness.
Here you go, have your cup of happiness too!
I finished one line, and here’s to starting a new one.