This year, you are re-learning coding, wake-boarding, and finally taking up yoga and keeping to it.
You will not and should not just cope with life. You should live it.
The things that really really matter, love, job fulfillment, joy, love of life, confidence, skill sets. These things takes time. The journey is long, messy, uncomfortable. And you need to ask for help when you need to
You are not entitled to get anything, you are not a victim. You will not use alcohol to numb your senses, you will not go on tinder to get instant gratification, you will not post another picture to filter your emptiness inside. You will work on your self-awareness on these things, built deep relationship, and be hard-working.
Nothing is for free, nothing is going to drop on your lap. You need to focus on what you want, and work toward it. Leave the friend that wouldn’t be there in a pinch, i will stop eating the shit that makes me feel bad, i will choose my thoughts.
KEEP YOUR FIRE LIT!