You know, i love my life.
But lately things have been becoming overwhelming, especially work. What had always seemed to be like a big white room, the walls suddenly seem to be closer than I can imagine. Almost claustrophobic-ish.
I’m permanently exhausted, i mean literally other than work I do not have the capacity for any energy consuming activities – even movies can be mentally exhausting in these times. I’m starting to be the person I do not want to be.
1) I’m loving my bed more and more.
2) I sometimes think to myself i rather be at home sleeping.
3) I skip eating to sleep. —> can you imagine this?? totally unacceptable.
Well, honestly I just do not know how to handle the stress sometimes. Being in such difficult situation is stressful enough, imagine there’s no right solution for it. Adding to the wound, if when you are in charged of A-Z and yet you need to also overlook other people’s A-Z. Not forgetting my boss’ alpha to epsilon range.
Well, Life as we know it. I’m pretty sure in a few months’ time I will be better in handling this situation. The handing over and addition to my already heavy load responsibilities.
Wish me well and wish me the strength to take this on positively. And to remember it time to time. That i’m lucky to have this life.