I would think I’m still in the midst of a pity party for myself – having been through a difficult year ( saying that would be an understatement ). a very difficult year. I recently finally had the courage to go back to church. One of my colleague was getting baptized and I thought, what…
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The world will break your heart 10 ways to sundays, thats guaranteed. Neither one of us goes through life without having to go through difficult times. I can’t even begin to phantom of the crazy that goes through my head and heart on a daily basis. But, when I think how truly blessed I am,…
What you don’t know.
If you know me, you will know how much I love running, how it truly makes me feel and how it sets me free. Running helps me empty my mind. After my dad’s passing, I never seem to be able to keep up with running. Every moment my mind is empty, it gets filled with…
Now I remember
Why I don’t mingle anymore. Today, was my bosses’ farewell – and I was happy to be there, sending her off. But all I realised was … how empty and cold my laughters. Almost choking me. It keeps up with you, one way or another.
A little piece is a big piece.
I realised how time truly flies, and I can’t remember the last time I thought of papa. The other day in the lift, an old man, about papa’s age said ” Good morning “. And I cried the whole way to work. How I missed my dad. First I felt ashamed, then I felt like…
Now, where do I march my sorry ass to?
Thank You note.
And he asked, “So, what is your birthday wish ? A Bf, a soulmate? ” I paused. I wanted to say that I wished my dad was alive. But then, I know, how ridiculous I would have sounded. So I say something that normal human beings can understand, things and feelings that they almost can…
The effect of Love
You are the exception to all rules. You make me happy, and thoughts of you, brings warm gushes of love, and extreme comfort to my soul, and my heart. You make me feel save, taken care of, looked- after. You make me feel, like, I’m deeply loved. You make me feel like everything-is-going-to-be-ok. If you…
Today.
And then, she said ” Well, we all, do our best”. – in attempt to comfort. Aahh, what kind gesture.
So…
Happy Father’s Day papa. All the love in the world.