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Scared as fuck, at what life is going to throw at me

If there are things I would ask for, I would ask for peace of mind. Calmness in my heart and liver. Bigger heart to love deeply and consumingly. The capacity to help those around me. Kindness to accept, and allow people to love  me. Unending desire to learn and see new things. If there are…

I want to take a moment to be thankful. thank you, for all the blessings.

They looked like clowns, jumping around, trying to show their latest act. Paraded before me like a slow motion clip. I refuse to flinch, or react. Simply becuase, no one is dying. The scale of this, is that no one is dying.

Life is messy, and living it to the full can be very untidy, all over the place. Emotions, possessions, bodily functions, it’s all one big colourful mess. There is so much going on in contemporary life and we have so many options and ideas readily available to us that it’s so easy to be overwhelmed….

Let it be, let it be, There will be an answer, let it be.       But, history was not made, by those who let it be, and did nothing.

I feel good, like I’m in a dream. Im grateful, for this gem.  

It doesn’t make sense to call ourselves ugly, because we don’t really see ourselves. We don’t watch ourselves sleeping in bed, curled up and silent with chests rising and falling with our own rhythm. We don’t see ourselves reading a book, eyes fluttering and glowing. You don’t see yourself looking at someone with love and…

I’m running high. Don’t wanna come down. Wings, don’t fail me now. You can slow down, but don’t fail me.   ok brain, lets switch off and rest. The body needs rest. Let’s do this thing called compromise.

Lately, I have been feeling a little sorry for myself. And you know the thoughts in your head will capitalise on moments like these or such periods. where you start doubting and questioning every step or intentions. Sometimes even your very being or mind on what you would think or see things purpose in life…