Things are like a nonstop fast forwarded movie, on the play. Finally my body gave way, screaming for rest time. I have always been at the very centre of most experience that I have ever had. I wrote the script, I wrote the characters, I know how I want it to unfold. I even know…
Tag: #life
When I’m feeling lost
Wild Geese You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. Meanwhile the world…
On living life
You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we’ll make something Me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get…
Now I remember
Why I don’t mingle anymore. Today, was my bosses’ farewell – and I was happy to be there, sending her off. But all I realised was … how empty and cold my laughters. Almost choking me. It keeps up with you, one way or another.
A little piece is a big piece.
I realised how time truly flies, and I can’t remember the last time I thought of papa. The other day in the lift, an old man, about papa’s age said ” Good morning “. And I cried the whole way to work. How I missed my dad. First I felt ashamed, then I felt like…
Now, where do I march my sorry ass to?
Thank You note.
And he asked, “So, what is your birthday wish ? A Bf, a soulmate? ” I paused. I wanted to say that I wished my dad was alive. But then, I know, how ridiculous I would have sounded. So I say something that normal human beings can understand, things and feelings that they almost can…
Today.
And then, she said ” Well, we all, do our best”. – in attempt to comfort. Aahh, what kind gesture.
Now and Then
I was having a bad day, not like a crazy bad day – I still had a roof over my head, blanket to keep me warm and food to eat bad day. One of those days, I couldn’t handle the stress and manage my own expectations of myself and what others were expecting of me….
Death; wow. So fucking hard to bear, when the few people you cannot live without die. You will never get over these losses, and are not supposed to. All I can say it that, it doesn’t go away. Your pain type might change from a distinct sharp pain, to a dull and mellow pain. We…