Pack up I’m straight Enough Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Wait, they don’t love you like i love you Wait, they don’t love you like i love you Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait! They don’t love you like i love you… Made off…
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When there’s nothing to look back to.
Enroute to China, there was a technical error with the plane I was flying on. I didn’t freak out at all, a firm believer of ” If God loves me more, I welcome the love”. We landed for the plane to be fixed. Second time out, I texted my brother – gave him access to…
So…
Happy Father’s Day papa. All the love in the world.
Now and Then
I was having a bad day, not like a crazy bad day – I still had a roof over my head, blanket to keep me warm and food to eat bad day. One of those days, I couldn’t handle the stress and manage my own expectations of myself and what others were expecting of me….
When Dad comes to me.
Next weekend, it will be 365 days since you left us, left me. I know its not intentional, but honestly dad. I can’t stomach it still. I can’t imagine you left, I can’t accept that you left. When you come to my dreams, You are always happy, chirpy. You always look like you just had…
A memory of that moment
Dear Dad, These past few days have been difficult. On my way home, an ambulance was passing through. I swerved to the left – because i know someone is dying inside there, who needs immediately medical care. And I thought of you. And I remember how the morning smell like for me. You choking, the…
The sweetness, that bitterness
There is a bottle of honey up in my kitchen cabinet. It has a orange cover. I think it would taste pretty good. Except, I’m reluctant to open it. I’m afraid that it will soon deplete and I have to throw the bottle away. So, I do not even touch it. I can’t even bear…
On Moving on
It is an acute pain I feel every time, mostly when I’m driving to and from work – I frequently used this interval to call dad and talk to him about my day and life. He always said, I love you very much. Always. I think of him very fondly now a days, I try…
Sunshine and rain
Haven’t been running lately. Running used to give me freedom, now dad has taken all of my mind during running, makes it difficult to concentrate on breathing. It’s raining here dad, and I’m watching it. It’s been rather gloomy today. I was visualizing how your smile looked like. I squeezed my eyes, dug hard into…
Owh, The Emptiness.
I miss calling someone papa. I miss calling someone dad. Miss that one person who makes me feels safe. Miss that one person who seems like everything to me. Miss all the moment we shout at each other. All the I love yous. All the unspoken words that the heart feels but cannot say. Miss…