Funny thing about Chinese families. We always gather for dinner, to be seated down to have dinner together. Normally, mom would whip 2 dishes and a soup, served with piping hot rice. I remember this distinctive memory. I was maybe,16? Probably got mediocre results for math – because God forbid – it is the one subject…
Finally finally…. i took time to put on new sheets. I love this rainy season. Staying at home is wonderful. Not working is wonderful. Haha (not working with people who are not my tribe is wonderful )
I think they know abit more about living, and i hope they don’t lose it.
No one wants to talk about it. The more you talk about it, the more people think you’re strong. But i’m really not, and if you’re not careful people take advantage of it. Shame, the fear of disconnection, the action or things we say or do, that makes you feel unworthy of (fill in the…
Oh well, i accept it. I don’t really understand what it means but yeah, I accept it. You know what torments me ? When it is so simple, but people just can’t see it, in my light. And that’s ok. I’ll look for other lights.
After all this time: I still love you and I miss you so much: you motherfucker. Broke my heart and yet still lingers round.
So; all of the stars has faded away; just try not to worry. You’ll see them some day. Take what you need and be on your way. You’ll never be able to change what’s been; and gone. Why don’t you Vanessa; just why don’t you; just let it go and move on to greater things. Because…
Finally; FINALLY !!
Help me worry less about my life here, and to just walk forward. I’m worried about many things. But help me lift my head up high and trust You.
I miss you S; particularly thought of the moments where you read me to sleep. I miss us so much;