While I was driving, speaking, thinking, disgusted with disbelieve. I was struggling to control my breathing techniques, and had no control how quickly my blood pressure escalated from normal to abnormal. Like a slow motion picture, I could feel my face boil. And I screamed and yelled. At a poor soul who needed comfort and…
Category: Life
Times Like This
Just want to lie down.
He;
To him whom makes my doubts all go away. I’m starting to see the many faces of you. And I love all of them, even those I do not like, I love . I accept. And sometimes I see the tenderness and gentleness in your eyes. Once in a while I see pain. Most of…
Right Left and Center
I wished I could choose better. At the cross roads, except that there’s a million roads to take, not just four. The best part of this. I can be anything I want to be. The options are endless. But to choose one so that it alines with the true me, my principles and what I…
Here and There, and Everywhere.
Such a pleasure to meet you, now that I know you’re as boring as a brick. You can see yourself to the door. He face was all moody and gloomy. I wore a yellow shirt and looked like the sun. and this song is in my head. The room was well dimmed, and he said…
Obsession
Always, this constant fascination with commercialized definition of beauty. This deadly obsession about perfection. Like a freaking annoying bug in the ear. I’m walking away from it. I will respect my mind,body and soul. I wish many things, that this will one day go away. That I do not have to succumb to world standards,…
The first days.
My body is literally suffering because of the choices I make, from all the back-breaking activities I do to celebrate new years. From the high heels, to dancing, smoking and all the alcohol intoxication. This song is totally rocking my world. And I can finish the whole freaking season in one siting – smart and…
Hello – Goodbye.
Hellos and goodbyes are inevitable. Especially, when we’re at the end of the year. I just had to write this. I was taken aback by how I felt and my behaviour, reacting to this situation. I have been using an Iphone for a long long time now. This particular phone was a gift. It has…
Falling in love.
I’m lying on the moon My dear, I’ll be there soon It’s a quiet starry place Time’s were’s swallowed up In space, we’re here A million miles away There’s things I wished i knew, there’s no thing I keep from you It’s a dark and shiny place But with you my dear I’m safe and…
Bacterium & Trust.
Consider the fact that I have been in bed for 3 days, my immune system has been trying to kick off some nasty invader, while penicillin is not working at its best for me. Feeling like a rotten apple. I love every bit of the space I put myself between my loved ones, but when…