My life before you.


You can say I’m assertive or aggressive ; competitive; ideal; unrealistic.

So tired of being around negative people; who only complaints; who only give excuses; who takes but not gives; who expects things to drop into their laps.

If there’s one thing that drives me is that; I can’t accept ‘I don’t know’. I won’t accept ignorance and laziness.

Because my dad died because the Doctors couldn’t find a reason why and what he caught. So they couldn’t treat him.

Do you know why everything is relatively simpler from my eyes. Because if you are privileged enough to be schooled; it means you can think; means you have every power to help yourself; your body doesn’t fail you; your limb works, I can never understand why people just do not have the courage to live. To breathe.

Knowing someone died because you can’t fix it ; it is devastating.

It is the reason I try hard. It is the reason I’m competitive; it is the reason I live like my last. It is the reason i mean what i say and say what I mean. It is also the reason I prefer to raise people up rather than put them down. It is the reason I wake up every morning, and it is also the reason I win all the competitions.

As I move in toward 2019; I am more grateful than I have ever been. I have so much; I am so contented with what life gave. I have grown stronger and I seek to continue growing.