Voldemort Tuesdays.

Today I am fighting against something dark, and huge.

And it will take up all my energy.

– Fighting Lord Voldemort ( TECH ISSUES )

I will love you for a thousand years too.

“When I passed from here to there, I knew your heart would break.
It’s here not there where I reside; in mountains, fields, and lakes.
In the break of each new dawn and when the sun goes down,
In birds and trees and skies of blue, you’ll know I am still around.
A broken heart I gave to you, no way to take that back;
Grieve for now, but don’t stay long in the hole that’s filled with black.
If I were there and you were here, you would clearly see
That you’re right there and I’m right here, it’s where I choose to be.
So dance and sing and laugh out loud, just like you used to do;
I know it’s hard, but you have to see that I’m right here with you.
And when you feel like crying, try and smile through the tears;
I hope you will remember, I will love you for a thousand years.
And when you’re feeling lonely, and you don’t know what to do,
Just close your eyes and read this letter, from me to you.”

Miss you daddy.


Outside of your comfort zone, there is a very uncomfortable zone.

There’s no flowers and chocolates there.
But you have to go there anyway – if you want to achieve something.

“When I’m Not Looking”

My muscles are tensed, probably angry.
Deeply disappointed.
I made a wrong move.
Trusted the wrong person.
Muddled by what happened.

So you can take everything, my knowledge, the room in my heart, or the space in my head.You used up all my grace, took all my compassion that i offered.
Today, you also took away a little bit of my hope, tarnished a little the meaning of what friendship is made of.

Of lies and deception.
Of emotional blackmailing and tricks.
Of mind games and manipulation of my heart.

It is better to give than to receive.
Owh well. Tomorrow will be a better day.

In this world.

There are the helpers.
And the help-ees.