I wanted to tell something to someone,

As looked at my dial-log, I realised your name isn’t  there,

Its been a while papa, since I last heard from you.

 

I wanted to talk to someone about something,

I wanted to tell someone, about how disturbed I felt, I wanted that someone to understand my pain,

I wanted to feel like, ‘everything is going to be ok’.

I wanted to hear a voice that would comfort all molecules in my heart and made me feel less alone.

 

But I couldn’t find that someone, and I want you to know that I miss you so much dad.

 

in times like this, I wished I had a friend who could understand. I don’t understand this repetitive pain,  I can’t even begin to grasps it, But I accept what life has to offer. May you look over me, where ever you are. I hope this pain, teaches me love, gentleness and compassion. Above all, tolerance. May it also teach me all the shades of grey life has to offer.