I wanted to tell something to someone,
As looked at my dial-log, I realised your name isn’t there,
Its been a while papa, since I last heard from you.
I wanted to talk to someone about something,
I wanted to tell someone, about how disturbed I felt, I wanted that someone to understand my pain,
I wanted to feel like, ‘everything is going to be ok’.
I wanted to hear a voice that would comfort all molecules in my heart and made me feel less alone.
But I couldn’t find that someone, and I want you to know that I miss you so much dad.
in times like this, I wished I had a friend who could understand. I don’t understand this repetitive pain, I can’t even begin to grasps it, But I accept what life has to offer. May you look over me, where ever you are. I hope this pain, teaches me love, gentleness and compassion. Above all, tolerance. May it also teach me all the shades of grey life has to offer.